Sleeping with Little Debbie

I started a diet yesterday.

I've never dieted in my 31 years.

Always eating whatever i want.

-My memory flashes to my early 20's-

Sleeping with a box of ho-hos next to my bed.

I would finish the entire box whithin 48 hours.

Not any more.

I've joined Weight Watchers.

For 2 reasons-1. It couldn't hurt me to loose 20 pounds.

2. To improve my relationship with food.

Now you have to understand...

I'm not necessarly an over eater.

I actually hate to eat. The obligation of HAVING to eat just pisses me off.

On top of that, I hate to cook.

So everything i choose to eat is pretty unhealthy for me.

The food that I do actually love to put in my mouth is all sugar (cake, cookies, chocolate...)

Now i look up my favorite sandwich and shockingly see its 22 points.

I'm only allowed 22 points in my intire day.

I will miss you, Nata chicken sandwich...

Popping the Cherry

Here we go...

I not sure why I started this.

I guess to fulfill my need to share.

I'm not really a writer.

I'm a painter.

My grammar sucks.

my spelling is worse.

i don't really like using capital letters where you are supposed to.

these are just some of the things you will have to put up with

if you are interested in reading this.

I've been trying to talk myself into writing more.

it's been a long time.

i used to fill books with my ramblings.

now i just buy smaller books, so it takes less to fill the pages.

but i'm here

AND writing.